yeah so upkeep of this blog has been extremely minimal. But I'm not really in it to make myself known or famous or whatever. It's more like a diary where I have to go through minimal effort to post photos. Journals have never really appealed to me. Some people put in the effort and they look amazing but keeping a journal seems like something I would just give up on. I have a sketchbook that I use to help inform my photographs but thats it.
I'm not very good a writing but I want to do more of it. I have friends who write every thought they have and, as a result, they write the most beautiful, eloquent prose.
I'm starting to realise the art is something has to be practiced at. It's not something that you can just do. art is jumble of talent and practice and discipline.
I have never been able to draw very well. I'm a lazy perfectionist. Instead of drawing looking at my drawings and trying to make them perfect, my brain just that my drawing will never be as good I think it will be in my head.
It's the same with my photographs. I've always an image in my head which is completely different to what my lens captures. Maybe this will not always be the case. As my technical skills develop, then maybe my lens with see my minds eye.